i'm feelin so lonely.

there isnt someone to hold me.
i'm just fallin.


i'm feelin so sick.
eveythin is coming at one time.
i've got fever.
flu.
i'm feelin so cold.
and worst.
my thing came.
cramps and cramps.
pain and more pain.
i was dyin.
i felt like vomitin.
sigh.


i cant get up.

i'm just so weak.
sigh.
friday was terrible.
perhaps its just some uncurable thing.
sigh.
i tot i was just tired.
just tired.
nobody gave a damn.
so yeah.
i just had to stand alone.
:(
who cares if i died?
so be it.
i'm just so sick of everythin.

i'm just so thinkin of you.
.sigh ):